You want an aggressive, confident man.
But I don't want to be confident and aggressive with a girl who isn't my soulmate. I did that. Didn't work.
Because you're all sexy. And usually that's what I notice first.
But as you agree, what's that have to do with you? I mean it does. Your body is from your effort but your mind is what I really want to be with. You. I want to talk to you. I want us to be best friends forever.
So how can I know we will be from afar?
Sometimes you do things in The Park that are cool or fun or interesting or unique or maybe you're wearing something super hot or... you're doing something extra noticeable. Still. I can't walk up to you and be myself until I know I really want you. Because my brain says "sex!" and "love!!" and they're two different thoughts.
We are programmed by evolution to want sex. That's as far is it goes. We (life) only have decided that continuing the species is important.
I decided I don't care about that. I care about you. Being with you. Having fun forever.
Still. The "sex!" doesn't go away. So every time I see you that's what I want. But I want that with all of you. I only want to be with one of you. Which one?
How am I supposed to know?
I can't know. Unless you tell me.
You can get a very good sense of me from all of these stories. And I am not going to demand you be with me forever from the first thing you say to me. Though that's what I want.
So talk to me! Super sexy please? Because if I talk to you, you may not want to talk to me. We may not be right for each other. I can't tell.
Merry Memorial Day!
Do you understand? I can't hit on you first. I want to. Because getting you for the night is not the same as getting you forever. Both of our stupid let's reproduce brains aren't worried about making it forever. Means very little for evolutionary sake.
Means everything to me.