I Was Sitting on Astroturf Earlier
And asking myself nothing astroturf related.
Which is the only astroturf part of this story.
(probably. Maybe it'll comeup again)
Anyway I was nearby the same hotel from this story (see photo above):
And there's a cool park.
Somewhat cooler than the "nicer" Manhattan parks which throw you the fuck out at midnight.
Do you think they should be open all night Park Women?
If so text "I love you" to my telephone number.
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Besides the excursion to this nearby sports facility, I was walking a lot.
Which is why I have a fairly not good blister on my left foot.
I am still after many months of self rehab, getting my right leg better from slamming it at 150 mph into my dashboard.
150 total. ~75+75
Anyway I have trouble walking exactly perfectly straight. At least the wear on my feet is uneven.
Uneven injuries are worse than even ones.
It's better to have two stubbed toes, the same toe on each foot, because if it's only the one foot you will limp ascew, possibly adding to the injury or making a new injury.
So if you stub one toe stub the other foot's toe.
Don't do that with a bad injury if you unfortunately get one.
How'd I get on that topic?
What topic? I am so high I can't remember from two paragraphs ago. It's like being on a cloud of thought.
Seriously what topic? If I go back up and check it will be less fun!
The thing about a "weed bender" is it's faster if you don't think back to what you were just thinking about.
That's a "Texas Two-step Thought"
Two forward one back.
I want to do this (forward)
Maybe I better not? (back)
Ok I'll do it (forward)
Which is a waste of thought time:
You've gone one total space forward doing it that way.
If instead you say:
I want to do this (forward)
I am doing this (forward)
That's two steps forward. And you still have a step in reserve compared to the more considerer.
Note: if you are too confident in the latter way, call it "Now and Nower", you can fuck up.
Over confidence in the outcome before it happens can cause accidents.
So only use it when you have repeatedly been in a situation where you are comfortable with the environment and those in it.
Like driving around your neighborhood comfortable.
I had an important point.
Yeah injuries. Side specific injuries must be evened back out. If you cannot do the activity the same way with both limbs etc...
I am having trouble concentrating.
I am tremendously high. I am allowing myself to be. Without knowing I would. Lately when I've been smoking I've been holding myself back from feeling the effect.
Because the effect got me in a ton of trouble. Because I'd think or not think "of course I can get away with that" and then not.
So since then I have been hella super careful.
But that's a slow way to advance.
One. Foot. At. A. Time. Instead of "charge!"
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