If you get that joke yer party smart. I am so angry at myself for being fair. Two girls. One was faster on the draw. I said in my head as i waited for her to beat the other. Either one being her. Well the starboard one won. Big smile as she addressed me. I was smitten. A flirty repartee later and she moved portside to help and then her desk galpal came into view. And i who have a soft heart for the forgotten gave her one iota of attention. So quick was my thought "you're pretty too" to #2 and #1 felt, my monologue betrayal. She got instantly cold. Because i took my attention off her. You girls are so, sexually aware. Amazing. She could tell i thought about the other girl. And she is a 10. And she got angry. I thought i was doing the right thing. Giving the second girl the belief that i thought she was attractive too. So she didn't feel unattractive to a 10 boy. Which i imagine is a downer. And for my good deed i got no sex. With a wild looking hottie. I might have fucked it up later down the tracks but before i played mr gallant she was ready to go. And i have been criticizing myself a lot in the last 12 hours. She may work again tonight and i will probably try but she thinks i am disloyal. She felt my thought energy leave her frequency and ago at her colleague. Right after she won my "contest" and her gorgeous welcoming smile. I betrayed her to be nice to the other girl. I hope i never do that again.