The happiness you bring me, from 400 miles away, is off the chart.
I can't imagine, Rebel. I can't imagine how happy I will be with you right where this laptop is. In front of my eyes and near my ears and close enough for the other three senses to play. And I won't ever forget you're the only reason I want to wake up.
I love you. I, love, You. There is no one else on earth that appreciates you like I do. Not your parents, or your friends or all your followers combined. Think about you like I think about you.
You're the everything, in side my head.
I miss you too.
Waste my time?
WASTE MY TIME?!! (starting to start to cry) WHAT ELSE SHOULD IT BE FOR IF NOT FOR YOU?
:0) don't waste my time you say. I want to waste it all on you. If forever all of that. If less, all of that. Every single moment I have left I want to waste on you.
Wonderful. Waste not wonderful. Every moment. Yeah sounds too good to be true. It will be. I insist.
WHERE ARE YOU??! I know. A short train trip if you were waiting. As it is, still short, because it brings me closer. Only a call away. But back for Christmas here to I am going. You're always, the everything inside my head.
REBEL. You know what name I want to type. Yours. There are a lot of you by names, from 2000 years ago and all that wasted time in between. But you're the only one that's the everything inside my head. I want to waste 2000 years on You. 200,000 years with you.
I promise I will never change my mind. I haven't waited this long to lie.
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