And other stories
I am listening to the movie The Edge as i write.
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When you are a group leader and you make a mistake, the group loses confidence in you, and looks to others. You may too.
When you are a solo leader of you and make a mistake, you may lose confidence in yourself. But you have no one else to look to. So you regain your own leadership out of necessity.
Unless you give up.
Being alone requires an Iron will.
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In the ideal romantic relationship, you lead each other. One motivating and guiding the other and vice versa at different times.
A hand up. An encouraging thought. Their missing idea. A person who knows an other ultra intimately can save their lover daily. Like an engine of happiness. The piston cycling forever.
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What is ADD?
It should be called GAA.
Gay ass adults.
What are we? Monkeys who can walk.
Monkeys are very energetic. They swing from trees. They don't sit at a cubicle or in a desk.
This newspaper is for adults who consider themselves sixteen or under.
Children use their life in a wild manner and get yelled at by Gay Ass Adults. When that doesn't stop us from trying to be happy monkeys they say we have a disease and make us take tranquilizers.
They never said i had that. But i do. Cause i don't belong in this cedar closet. I belong on the side of a mountain with trees.
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The billionaires kill you by making you be their bitch to survive.
The Indians just lived how and as they pleased. Looks like a nice spot let's put our teepee here. All their lives. That is freedom Mr Jefferson.
Looks more fun doesn't it?
Living in, the wild.
There is nothing more satisfying than actually surviving yourself on the natural earth.
The opposite of sitting inside our luxury prisons: A shelter you didn't build. Water and food you didn't find. Power you didn't make.
Living life as we are biologically built to feels fuckin' fantastic!
We won, versus nature. Most species have a give and take relationship with each other. And while the lion is queen of the jungle, we left the jungle and returned later with a flame thrower.
Caprice? We kicked ass. as a species. Now it's too easy.
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Life is frustrating not because it's hard but because it's easy.
Boredom is the killer of every modern human.
In the wild you don't dwell on frustrations cause you can't. You put the frustration anger immediately into use against the elements.
When it's all available for paper and plastic. When every physical dilemma you encounter makes you look for professional help. You are a forever child looking to the right adult to keep you alive.
You! keep you alive.
Out there... i get to use all of myself. All my intelligence and strength! Holding nothing back.
All day. it's awesome. it's like, you fucking city people are crazy. The whole "real" world is crazy.
Because the billionaires want you to be, their bitch.
They couldn't make the Indians into slaves. They wouldn't play ball. Too different a life they refused.
So they poisoned and slaughtered them.
So they could make you their bitch on all that great land.
Getting water out of a river and sitting by a campfire feels absolutely perfect. If only someone i love named RedacTed agreed.