Ah... this is nice.
I am sitting on the floor. Do you sit on the floor?
It's a very kid-like thing to do. Especially in public. On the ground outside, or inside, you feel like it's story time, when you sit Indian style on the floor. Fuck the rest of them you're having fun.
And this is a very comfortable way to type.
I am still organizing the sub. The USS wVa - "The Western Virginia". My apartment, is not an apartment. It's a Seawolf Class submarine with a slight... performance upgrade.
One, trident, ballistic missile.
Standard Seawolves are attack subs only. SSNs. But by eliminating the crew, and all they need, with computers, I found space for the nuclear missile. Now it's an SSBN that's still as fast and quiet it's leaner cousin.
What that means in my "life is a game. Game, start!" mentality is I can fire one big ass email at some cocksucker and everyone they've ever heard of, hopefully in the same building, per day.
I really pretend like I'm firing the missile too when I press the red button. And they really do that much damage, psychologically.
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After I got semi-forcibly prevented from being the stud of 4th grade, I started playing computer games. I liked them better than console games. Much more in depth.
Despite still having the itch to play them (I do have three on my Steam account), instead I play real life like its my computer game. So emails. Can be all kinds of things depending on their purpose, and their originating email address.
This one, TheRebelLover@proton, is my "EAMs" address. Here I send straight to "the printer" whatever I have to say, and they're published in my newspaper ASAP.
So this is an EAM pertaining to how I live. Not really an emergency, action message but it's good practice.
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EAM E.A.M. EMERGENCY ACTION MESSAGE Emergency Action Message
From: Commander, USS wVa
To: Captain, USS whatever-you-wanna-call-your-place
Captain STOP
I also write in telegraph style STOP
More fun STOP
Silly STOP
This is what I do with my day STOP
What do you do with yours STOP
Tired of it already I bet STOP
That's the problem with being a professional artist STOP
You gotta keep making art for them when you don't feel like it STOP
Like Santa having to deliver those fuckin' gifts STOP
Good art is made with desire STOP
Like this STOP
I desire to fuck around and pretend like I am the third most powerful man on earth STOP
I am FULL STOP
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What I'm doing now is looking for a movie to watch/listen to from 1990. Because I am working on age 6-7. Using old pictures to try to remember, everything, about what it was like. How I felt. How I thought. Why I did.
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BREAKING! I picked "Memphis Belle".