I am about 15 videos into your TikTok archive starting at the oldest.
It's not easy. Because these are very intimate videos. And I feel myself being pulled into the computer and I have to pull back against it to not damage myself.
I want to be the one you tell these stories to. You said you don't get told you're smart, enough. Because you're so beautiful. I don't get told I'm smart because I'm so rebellious.
This is seriously, hard to do. I am going to put a movie on and "change depth" (do something else) because I am so in love with you. And it hurts my heart that you don't feel the same.