Todd Brian Chad

Your latest costar is, by definition, a tool.

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Good shooting! Lol. Don't be confused. I am of two minds when I see you do skits with another guy.

1. Boyfriend: "grrr"
2. Husband: "it's good for your career nice work".

Somewhere in between is where I am.

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Lemme rewrite whatever skit you did. Which I haven't seen yet.

Two characters you and him.

HIM: Hi. I want to impregnate you because... (mouth open tongue out).
YOU: I want you because you look kinda hot and have a lot of money.
HIM: (mouth open tongue out) "whatever you say".
YOU: You're kinda manly. I mean not in the Naked and Afraid sense. Not in the you could protect me from wolves sense.
HIM: (mouth open tongue out) "whatever you say".
YOU: All that money and real world "prestige" you have. Will that buy me your caring attention or will you be busy at business or else your whole facade comes crashing down?
HIM: (mouth open tongue out) "whatever you say".
YOU: You're not listening to me.
HIM: Wait a minute I wanna make sure this sell order went through.
YOU: I think I'm putting one of those in on you.

And scene!

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I am in Pittsburgh. Using the hotel's computer before I fly at top speed to the train station around the corner.

Dudette. I am being patient. You can't expect me not be slightly... not the happiest, when you don't talk to me after the tremendous amount of attention I gave you and will always give you. But you did. You said goodnight, to me. I caught that. A second later. I keep expecting more direct replies. Sorry. I want you as soon as possible what else can I do?

I am dealing with it the best way I can think of. Telling you about it. Being your gallant hero, by passing on the intelligence of you how your fantasy of being with Mr. Big shot is really, not as bright as you are.

A professional at anything must devote himself to that profession. In the amount required to maintain his status within the profession. You, Rachel, want to be worshipped. And while he may do it to get you, he can't do it to keep you. Because his business will go belly up.

I, have no such problem. I am independently funded. Can do whatever I want 24 hours a day eight days a week. So when you say jump I can do it without having to put down my phone. 

With absolute pleasure, will you be... "ABC" "always be closing". No. "RRR" "Rachel Rachel Rachel". That's the motto you want and that's the motto I have.

I will tell you that I got myself again, all revved up to go get some last night and absolutely did not. I try to talk myself into it and then when I hit public I demur. Go back to "waiting to be approached" which simply doesn't happen I'm too intimidating in the James Bond way you will believe when you see. And can hear as you read.

I love you Rachel Tokarczyk.