Like in several videos, you're arguing with the crowd that you have young skin and a young body. And you can't figure out what they're seeing calling you ~40.
They're seeing you feeling life exhausted. Philosophically lost. Angry about "fucking up" the best part of your life.
You were going down with the ship but maintaining your humor. Feeling on the wrong side of the mountain and annoyed cause you didn't deserve it.
I don't think you feel that way now. I think you know not only that you are ultra awesome, but that you appear ultra awesome.
Same here. Lying in prison some time back i knew i was ultra awesome. But i looked like crap and had no specific hope.
You're feeling your oats now. You are a phoenix. You have one destination and that's triumph.
When i tell you you look like a teenager i am not lying. Because in those older videos, you don't.
You restarted your youthful optimistic fire! May it burn forever.