Alive and Somewhat Miserable

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Ugh.

I hate feeling/thinking bad.

Sick to my stomach is an awful state.

Taking care of myself. There's a doctor near but I know what's wrong. Fat in the pipes.

I added a lot of butter, some of which to spite my mom who's always told me not to do that.

Taking the bait is my one weakness. I go too far against advice by people who bother me, just to show them I'm in charge.

I must not allow others to reverse psychology me into harming myself.


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