P.P.S. You already know how to write.
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Your words shall be unsinkable!
"I love being alive. I love the end of a year. I love everybody thinking and talking about how they'd like to do better and be happier. I can't wait to live more. I'm gonna love life so fucking much this year that I won't even believe it. I'll make the news interview me about being the girl who loves life the most".
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I know you're shy to publish. It's definite. When you say it you mean it.
What do you mean, now? You're different than six months ago. More in every good way. How do you explain it without someone hitting you with a torpedo?
They can't. If you say it, it's true. They can't hear you.
You are rigged for silent running.
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I can't stop staring at that photo. You are riding the rocket.
You're at the top of your game. And you will never get below that.
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I can't wait to read what you write. Damn me for that (no) pressure but you are so amazing outside, because you are so amazing inside.
Your thinking, the sixth sense, is incredible. Words come directly from it, and your face shows it's power.
You are the most beautiful woman in the world, and I showed you the proof. Your stories will be just as beautiful.
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Don't fear falling in men's trap "she's gorgeous she can't be smart".
You're gorgeous because you're smarter.
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Interstate. Intrastate.
Interstates go between states. Interstate 75.
Intrastates go within the state.
INTRASTATE THINKING, is what your brain does to your brain. Rumination. Meditation. Deep thinking. Habit fixing. Relaxation. Inventing. Imagining. Your monologue.
INTERSTATE THINKING is what your brain does to your body. Hand eye coordination. Every sport but poker. Pilates. Stretching. Balance. Boxing. Karate.
During interstate thinking, your are sending electricity from your brain to your body. ZAP muscle MOVE.
During intrastate thinking, you are sending electricity around, your brain. ZAP braincell ZAP braincell.
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Authorship is intrastate thinking. Your fingers are typing or your hand holds the pen but it's your brain emptying itself onto the page. It's a dictation machine, not an art. It's a printout of the ZAP braincell ZAP braincell.
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Editing, is the art. Unload your raw monologue magic plaster. Then you can mold your words to form a more crafted creation. Or leave it as is like an abstract painting.
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P.S. I only checked your Substack. I haven't seen your IG for more than two days. Send me another signal.