Scenario 1: you're reading and you posted a clip talking to me and saying via your song choice you're really considering me.
Scenario 2: you're reading but casually and only for your own benefit without a care for me.
Scenario 3: you're not reading and i am a schmuck talking to myself and randoms.
If it's 3 i am not wise thinking scared and alone.
If it's 2 i am not wrong thinking hurt and used.
If it's 1 i am going to be the happiest boy on earth.
If it's 3 then i can say whatever and it doesn't matter.
If it's 2 then you're mean.
If it's 1 i love you Rachel. Please turn up the speed on the acceptance clock. I am ludicrously impatient to meet you.
And please end my doubt! I know if it's this then you're giving me just enough to see how i react to not quite enough.
While i appreciate the validity of your test to you, it's sending my mind from hearts coming out of my ears to suicide and back again.
Please be kinder to my hopes and fears.
This is how i used to talk to god. "please send me a sign without plausible deniability!"
He never did. Asshole or bullshit. Either way no help.
And now I'm doing the same to you. Begging for an undeniable personal message. From you goddess that's real.
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