The only thing worse than being selective thus celibate, is not being able to find porn that turns me on.
I am a nonfiction fantasizer. If it's not stretching-the-imagination possible I can't get off to it in my head.
For example I can't imagine a celebrity because it has to be logistically happenable and I don't know any.
And at the moment there are no nearby girls I know who I can pretend happen by.
Leaving phone videos as a very poor substitute.
Because they all are boring.
Bad sex bores me watching the way it bores me doing.
Maybe some people are having ravaging sex but it ain't going online.
Or maybe people don't.
They pretend to but I mean really want it. Sneaking away to fuck want it.
If the guy isn't all over you and thrusting like he means to crawl inside he's not horny enough.
And if you aren't tearing his clothes off to get to it and grabbing his ass to make it deeper neither are you.
*****
Sex that is usual enough to think about while doing it isn't good enough.
You should be as excited about it happening as anything in your life.
It's the most "give me... yes!!" thing we do.
Give me your body.
*****
The acrobatics come from "get it in and out now!"
Eager struggling.
However it works positioning.
Grabbing pulling pushing grinding hurry up!
*****
More considered intercourse is lousy.
That's what most couples do. In-their-heads fucking.
There should be no delay between desire and satisfaction. Sex is the most natural act. It's pure expression. Art is orgasm by other means.
There should be an explosion of desire.
An entanglement of rapture.
Contrary to popular male made propaganda it's not the newness of the pussy it's the newness of the urge.
A brand new reason to want to get you pregnant.
Thus I want it as bad as I can every time.
Thus you are lusted for undiminished and want it bad too.
You love driving me crazy with passion.
*****
Porn isn't that.
Thus I have trouble using it.
I hope out of frustration I'll be more promiscuous.
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I am a nonfiction fantasizer. If it's not stretching-the-imagination possible I can't get off to it in my head.
For example I can't imagine a celebrity because it has to be logistically happenable and I don't know any.
And at the moment there are no nearby girls I know who I can pretend happen by.
Leaving phone videos as a very poor substitute.
Because they all are boring.
Bad sex bores me watching the way it bores me doing.
Maybe some people are having ravaging sex but it ain't going online.
Or maybe people don't.
They pretend to but I mean really want it. Sneaking away to fuck want it.
If the guy isn't all over you and thrusting like he means to crawl inside he's not horny enough.
And if you aren't tearing his clothes off to get to it and grabbing his ass to make it deeper neither are you.
*****
Sex that is usual enough to think about while doing it isn't good enough.
You should be as excited about it happening as anything in your life.
It's the most "give me... yes!!" thing we do.
Give me your body.
*****
The acrobatics come from "get it in and out now!"
Eager struggling.
However it works positioning.
Grabbing pulling pushing grinding hurry up!
*****
More considered intercourse is lousy.
That's what most couples do. In-their-heads fucking.
There should be no delay between desire and satisfaction. Sex is the most natural act. It's pure expression. Art is orgasm by other means.
There should be an explosion of desire.
An entanglement of rapture.
Contrary to popular male made propaganda it's not the newness of the pussy it's the newness of the urge.
A brand new reason to want to get you pregnant.
Thus I want it as bad as I can every time.
Thus you are lusted for undiminished and want it bad too.
You love driving me crazy with passion.
*****
Porn isn't that.
Thus I have trouble using it.
I hope out of frustration I'll be more promiscuous.
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