I realize I made a legal language mistake.
Consent. I want it to keep writing to you.
I asked for it but it's unprovable that you really mean it the way I asked.
If you post "yes" on any photo of yourself, that will mean to me, and maybe the literally 3 tops other people reading, that you want me to write to you.
The fact won't be shared.
If you don't post "yes", I'm going to stop.
Easier said than done.
But that's fair isn't it?
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It's Saturday and I am not publishing this or anything to you until I clear the first hurdle Monday.
Half of me is waiting to see "no" on a photo.
Not waiting. Afraid to.
Please post "yes". I would like to know I'm doing what you want officially.
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I'm going to say something possibly mean and arrogant:
If you don't want me you're not the right girl.
All this you've read. It's like 50 dates worth of getting to know someone.
If by now you still aren't convinced to meet me with or withoutout secret service, I am wrong that you're perfect for me.
Seriously! This is the most maybe and best love letters ever written.
From my perspective you can't be The One if you don't agree.
How could my real soulmate let me suffer one more hour?
*****
You posted the latest short on your Substack.
I think that was for me.
If so I love you. Happy Valentine's Day back to you. And next year we will celebrate it together.
If so I have nothing to worry about. If you're giving me affection like that I'll never give you a reason to stop.
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The thing about "intelligence work" by analysis is how you're rarely sure.
How about writing something like this on Substack so we can really talk.
So I can really listen.
*****
Your friend "Tolkien" (South Park joke) is the best guest actress you've had on.
But some of your sketches are so, verbal. Ironic and subtly silly conversations are the in style but I gotta say: Lame. The format.
Where's "The Naked Gun"? Less quiet humor. Big characters not shades of the same one.
"Awkward Girl", which is not you.
It may have been, which turns me on extra because i was "Awkward Boy".
Those "The Office" scenes are never raucously funny.
I know I said that before but I'm telling you, a boy likes bold, comedy.
The kind of boy you like.
Aim for raucous. That gives you a contrast to be witty
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I like the opinion she gave. That you're waiting for someone to consider your "mountain of baggage" a great adventure!
You are the greatest adventure i could ever take.
1. It's not baggage. It's ire.
2. Whatever your worst "flaw" is give it to me.
3. I swear you will never, be too crazy, for me.
I don't handle people who "fly off the handle" the same as most.
I'm a non-punisher.
As long as you're honest and loyal you can do no wrong.
Not only that but I am especially compassionate and caring. You know I understand your "mental horror war", because I was in it too.
*****
I really liked the behind the scenes post about the clip and bigger project.
More of that.
10x more! Going from zero to heroine is the most! exciting!! part!!!
People wanna know how to do what you're doing. Otherwise you're just another free attention seeker.
Teach your followers, Jesusa.
*****
Reality Star Rachel. I know it's against your instincts of under sharing for self preservation but dat's gotta go.
"Burn everything for steam but yourself".
Pour it on. The stories. You should be doing lives.
Live broadcasts.
You have 1.
Hundred.
Thousand.
People.
Waiting to care more.
That's fame. Grab it or leave it.
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