An Interaction with a Girl

FOR MAID MARIAN

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From: Wolf Alexander <congressmanalexander@gmail.com>
Date: Sun, Dec 22, 2024 at 10:50 AM
Subject: An Interaction with a Girl
To: Wolf Alexander <theSpitfireHunter@gmail.com>, Seth Sturm <sethsturm@gmail.com>, Jezika Shumate <shumatejezika33@gmail.com>

Would another girl, preferably the one who wants me forever, please explain this situation to me:

BRB I gotta get swap my laundry from the washer to the dryer.

K I'm back.

THIS HAPPENED YESTERDAY:

I went outside of my hostel to smoke weed. There was a cute girl in my "spot" -- the corner where the building angles, where I can get the lighter to light in the wind. I opened by saying, jokingly, "hey you stole my spot!" Something like that. She indicated I could join her. She didn't ask me to join her but she didn't mind that I did. 

We talked for about four minutes, while we both smoked. She said she didn't speak English well. Was from Venezuela. Lives in Miami. I spoke bad Spanish and easy English and we had somewhat of a conversation. She was definitely very cute. 

When she finished her joint she left, suddenly. It didn't seem that she like-liked me. She certainly didn't stay extra to talk to me, which I would assume a girl who like-likes me would do.

Whatever. I wasn't upset because I am sort of talking to someone. Well I mean I would have liked her to be my soulmate. But she wasn't.

*****

I went back inside a minute or two later. I went back to the table by the window that seats two. There was only me there.

Maybe... 20? minutes later, guess who sits down next to me? The hot girl from outside.

She could tell I wanted her, when we were outside. I don't think it's unobvious when I like a girl. And I imagine you girls in general know when a boy like-likes you. 

She knew I found her attractive, etc. SO IF SHE DIDN'T LIKE ME, why did she sit down next to me, only inviting me to hit on her again?

I didn't hit on her again. I kept stealing glances at her but I didn't say anything. Especially when I saw she was wearing headphones. I was asking myself "does she want me to talk to her, or does she just want to enjoy the spot and expects me to know she doesn't like me that way?" When I saw the headphones, I went with "she doesn't want to sleep with me, but she does like my general company, at least as someone not creepy to sit next to."

As she was getting up to leave I was really kicking myself for not talking to her when maybe she was waiting for me to. But as she got up, she had the choice to turn one of two ways. Left, at me, between the seats, or right, away from me and around her seat. The first way was the way I wanted her to go, because that would have told me "she wants me but is too shy to say so." She went the other way, away from me. So I didn't say anything.

ALSO: she knew who I am. Because I am wearing my cape-flag with my information on it should she be so inclined to investigate. If she was so shy that she confused me by her actions, but still wanted me, she could have messaged later. She didn't. 

FINALLY: she seemed like a fairly confident girl, and I had already expressed interest. All she had to say was ANYTHING and I would have talked back to her eagerly. And she seemed well worldly enough to know that. 

THEREFORE I conclude she didn't want to fall in love with me.

Did I read that right, girl reading this sentence?

-Alex